☂ Fighting for your soul

“All we need is just the sun in the sky…
And the hope of a summer to come with the meaning of love.”

Happy birthday! Wow, time really flies. It feels as if it was just yesterday when you were still the snarky, naughty, cute, little boy [well, yeah you’re still snarky, I’ll give you that]. You have really grown into a glamourous, handsome, young man. You have been through a lot and I can see wisdom in your eyes now. Though my times of “stanning” you have been rigorous and at times, unhealthy, know that I genuinely love you. You’re not just some sexy man for me to go gaga over, you’re way more than that [obviously]. I hope you have a pleasant day today. I don’t know how many times I have to repeat this to you and Yunho, please, please, please, PLEASE be happy. Once again, happy birthday, Changmin-sshi!

February 4, 2012.
Today is Kim Jaejoong’s [techincally Han Jaejoong’s] real birthday.
Happy birthday to my first TVXQ bias ever. Though I may be very committed to Jung Yunho now, know that I will always love you unconditionally. Know that you’ll always be my first love. Know that you’re still very special to me. I hope you stay healthy and live happily. I do not like your recent tweets, Jaejoong. You sound so morose and it’s only been a week since your birthday [January 26]. I want to dispel all of your problems. Smile, Jae. I wish for many, many more birthdays to come. I love you.

[changmin]
in my heart, in my soul,
love is still something thats awkward to me but
[jaejoong]
i want to you give you everything in this world
even if it would only be in my dreams

{From the start, you said you were sweetly attracted to me.
My sharp gaze bores into your head.
If it’s not me, nothing will move your still chrome heart.}